Feeling so sick.

I am feeling darn sick right now, nose block, coughing all the way. My ear is itching, darn u egg & seafood. I really have the feeling of me getting fever soon. God, having headache almost everyday.. :(

Happy birthday to my DADDY. ure one year older now, hope you can enjoy the rest of your life soon, its soon to be our turn to support U and mom.. :D
We went to some thai rest and eat just now, the sharkfin is super exp, it costs like 60 bucks. But I didnt eat, I am protecting the sharks and my ear hole. Scared it swollen. This year birthday celebration seems to be cold, not as active or happy like last time, dont understand why too. Anyway, I told my parents about my piercing, apparently they didnt scold me, and they accepted it quite well. Lucky me. Phew~~

Shi jia came to talk to me today, really just say what we felt, tomorrow might be meeting them for lecture again. sigh... But it really feels good to think that there are still people who cares for me. Thanks guys :D I will not quit, but i'm just not as availabe as last time. Fyp, PD, cypher peeps and u guys, just keep my poly life going, its hard to juggle time around now for everything. So sorry if i neglected u guys. :(

Anyway, i intend to dye my hair back to black/ dark brown le. Do not want to be so outstaanding anymore, quite sick and tired, although it makes me feels fresh and also bright. Maybe tmr. maybe....

SLC today jsut got me going, they had this upcoming projects, something about helping the animals. I am so going for it ok :D. helping the animals out...

Also DIDM had this korean study trip, i had already sign up, hope i will get selected, i wanted to go korea once, to experience it. :D

So busy I am, I feel so shag and sick, but I am living my life to the fullest :D

I wanted a date! when will tt be with u??

Pierce my ear, outing with haslin

Today was good, almost everything. Went to serangoon north today with haslin in the morning. (ehem. someone was supposed to meet us also, but nvr come.... u know who u are. ehem..) Wake up so early despite there is no school. BY THE WAY, SORRY WESLEY, FOR PS-ING U.. ok, back to topic. So we were like going to serangoon north and see lots of pets, saw dogs such as maltese, polemerian, lassie. They were so cute, hope I can keep one, although now my hand is tied to 2 gerbils and also 3 guinea pigs.

We went to eat, and I ate pork, I was like * No haslin nooo, u cant see me eating. * & she was like =.= .. hahaha, so funnny..

We even drank like 2 different types of ice lemon tea today. We drank alot of sweet things. OMG, diabetes... i can foresee u coming..

Saw netherland bunnies too, quite big in size, but overall cute.. cost 188 cheapest. Haslin uh haslin, i suggest u buy one first and play. hahahaha :D 2 is too expensive le.. I fell in love with chinchilla, but omg, too much pets in my house le. :( and its so expensive, one is like 1000++ bucks..

Was great fun uh haslin, haha, pet viewing day, nvr had this kind of experience with a friend before, its always with my dad. Lets hang out again haslin. hoho.

Went back to school to find them, its so uncool. I got bruise all over my hand cause I played froggy froggy jump. God. & my nail got painted pink. Actually I want to try pink, but it turn out to be kinda. * u know *. LOL.. I want black next time..

Anyway, i pierce my ear as you guys can see. Shiok, the feeling darn shiok. but i am very afraid when I am taking out the ear stud, i guess it will hurts like hell. & oh god.. I think i'm going to dye my hair black and work soon. If the HR calls me.. :(

Bye to my carefree life... :D hahahah.

Woots jason finally updated his blog, one more new blog to see already. YAY!!!

I can see something is happening in the group. what can I do??? :(

F-ed up day.

Today is really "some" day for me. Go to school, study hard, do hard, take photo hard. But nvr actually start presentation even after 4. The computer fuck up, network fuck up. BRRRR. Cannot even hear 6p before leaving for meeting. Go there, in the end no need go meeting. Wasted my time to leave class early, nvr hear 6p. Then go there like also no use for me, just sit there help people looks bag. So I went to esplanade to look for CH, haslin and shireen.

Went for audition later, coach jason and CH darn hard, think they did good enuff le, when i started to go for the audition, i wasnt even tt good. haha. But after tt more fucked up. Tot I am the judge, tts why take the time to go down and help, in the end, what happen?!?!

Seriously, I do not care anymore. I'm year 3. I need not care. U guys need me or dont need me, doesnt even bother me right now, now is where my academic results matter. So if u guys really no need me, pls dont give me any positions and last minutes when I go there, nth happen ok.. No more such kind of dramas ok, I AM SERIOUSLY SICK AND TIRED. I could just quit, and i dont really care. Screw this. Feel so unwanted, so xtra.. Rather just hang out with friends, study hard, eat more, and enjoy my last year in RP. Need not this kind of co-curriculum activites to make my days feel so bad.

Tomorrow cypher camp main community interview, all the best to haslin~~ hope u get, den like tt next year i go for cypher camp, i can slack a bit. HOHO. Wanted to go serangoon north tomorrow, but must wake up early.. Haslin, shireen, u guys still want to go??

Oh god, I dropped my elective module with quek, means I now wednesday free, ahhaha, finally no more 5 days, no more stress, no more white hair. So sorry to wesley but woooo. :D I feel good, darararara..

My 3 guiinea pigs is so loved by me, Bought snacks for them, but they cant eat now, wait till them grow bigger a bit. Hope my day for tmr will be better. sigh....

I feel nothing , nothing. why is tt so? OK, maybe a bit.. but, I do not want to lose tt feeling? can i want u back??

3 New gruinea pigs.

Anyway, I've bought 3 guinea pigs, to be exact, my dad bought for me. I haven given them name yet, except for the q-mo one. It's name is 小羊, which is also known as sheep cause of its fur. I haven the name the other 2 small one yet. Dunno what to name them.

Going to bring them to vet soon, to check their health condition, check their sexes, if guy, jsut jitao snap its thing off. LOL. Might need recommendation on which vet is specialise in this kind of small pets rather than dogs or cats.

I think i would give up on you, cause I really have the feeling that you would not care about me anyway. I think its best for you, I will just give u up. If one day, u need me, just let me know, i will still be there, but probably as a really good friend to you. Cause you're so demoralise in relationship, its hard to bring u back to be in relationship again. It would be much easier, if you were at least a little concern about me or what, that would still enable me to strive more to bring u better things in ur life. But for now, like what you wanted, I shall put it to a stop. Letting you disappear.But I am scared that I do not have the strength to really put it to an end yet. But I will try..

So if u got this message, at least pretend to be my friend, I do not want us not even be friends. ok?

Audition is coming on tuesday, wednesday and friday. So nervous hahaha. Fyp is here too. going to be so stressed out by it. CODINGs, i hate u alot. && someone, pls faster blog again in ur blog again, cant wait to see a new post in ur blog. :D

Something bothering..

This picture was taken like when I am secondary 4. I think I have been through some changes uh.

Anyway,

Its really hard to love and hate u at the same time. I dont even know you is purposely or what, knowing how I feel, yet sometimes you will make moves which makes me hate you alot. Moves which makes me really jealous, moves which makes me hate u alot alot. I know what my advice for people will be, it is to perservere. But I guess, its no use. I have really been good to you in my own terms, try to open up more conversation. But it didnt work very well. So unlike last time, which I would wait someone for 1 year - 2 year. I no want to wait anymore. Since, I'm also like nothing. We shall treat it as nothing happen, you can just go on with your simple and single life.

Giving up might not be the best idea, but I do not want to endure this kind of pain in my heart anymore, so thats all... It would be better if I do not disturb you anymore.. I even find myself irritating already..

OH GOD, i still dont want to give up. Aargh, hate my "always fall to temptation" side. Brrr, I guess I will try somemore before I really mention about giving up...

Jason belated birthday celebration.

Yesterday we celebrated Jason belated Happy birthday.

As you can see, we did cards and t-shirt wishes to him.

HOHO. But he didnt cry.. sian..

Nice uh, the cards and the shirt? its done by all of us.. woots

Celebrated until around 8 plus. Played froggy froggy jump. Peoples hand were injured, Sorry for beating you guys so hard, but a game is a game. TOO BAD~~

Slack around in cwp a while, den we proceed home. Sigh..

Days going more and more boring. FYP also coming liao.

Wanted to change my PD to PP, should I??

Should I??? Should I ?????

I got a C for audio and video. Fuck la. First week get C, really demotivated me sial. Darn u Faci.

Cypher rocks man~

Knew so many good friends. shall sign off here.

Seriously, I miss you alot. Lets go on a date? hahaha..

YSTD & Today.

Webcam with Cypher peeps ystd, hahah, was so freaking tired, fell asleep like at the end. Luckily haslin called me, OR else, i think my sleep look is still like being shown to them forever, GOD!!!
Humiliated by myself. hahaha.

Jason looks darn old in this picture, Like mom Like son. Haha..

Cameroid with them ystd, Was so fun. Long time nvr use cameroid, can imagine last time i almost everyday used. To what? Of course self obsession la. LOL. There are more, but i decided to upload the few one that I like. :D

I can foresee tmr(wed) is going to be very busy and fun. As tmr is SLA fiesta. WEE...

I think I will see some tears tomorrow. Haha, Tears tears tears. FTW!!!

We spent days and efforts, hope we can pull it out tmr. :D All the best to us <> hahaha.

Hoho, come support me, 5.50 at W1 stage tmr, there will be A SLA performance by HHIG. So nervous, hope tmr I can did it well. All the best to me..

Its a sunday.

God, I hate the person who took this picture, I even hate the person who update this picture. Sleeping is supposed to be a sacred action, where can put online let everybody see. I must fight back, must make myself innocent. I was very tired on that day, cause I didnt sleep the night before. So cnt blame for tt unglam look. Brrrrr.

Anyway, had my haircute today, Super short. Can seee my black roots and hair now, its more obvious. Haha, i look refreshing now, hoho...

Today went to look for LGGW620, it was arrd 498-598 for the phone without plans. With plans its respectively 48 for starhub and 198 for M1. God , its so exp, and I do not have plans that are done already. I went to facebook and see some bad reviews about LGGW620, they say the bluetooth are faulty, and dunno neeed what updates, I'm having second thoughts already. Sigh, Wanted a keypad phone. Do no want touch screen anymore, troublesome sia..

Give up or no give up? Do not want to give up? But u also say until like tt le. hahahaha. :(

Danceworks final.

Today danceworks was depressing. Will upload pics as soon as I see it on facebook. I thought we will did well. We did our best for the past 3 weeks, and yet we cant even managed to get into top 3. Was top 4 all the way. I can assure we are better den some of the groups today, as we conveyed the message quite well, and we got good comments, plus we are different from last time. So why?? why penalise us? sian...

Anyway danceworks is over like finally. Time to rest after SLA, dunno whether I want to join momentum or not? I think I'm pretty shag now. LOL. Still cant really forget cypher camp, the spirits just keep on living within me. Sit Oei~~~ hahaha..

Haha, I feel quite emo now. I'm always like that, dunno why. Maybe cause i'm a pisces. I dream too much, hiding too much feelings inside me, dont want to express out. Why? Am I just not good enuff for u? Sigh.. I can wait, wait till ure fine with everything? But, the things you said to me, Its hard to just give up. Even if I wanted to, its hard. I can ensure I will let u have a good life and not dissapoint you. so why not?? tell me pls..

Cant wait for next week to come, woots, full of activities and I'm loving it...

Tomorrow is Danceworks. Shit!!!

As promised, this is what I look like for danceworks final with half of my face painted. Hohoo, I think I look scary. Whats left is the two red circle on my cheeks.

Today is the bomb, met new classmates, have a new faci, new module, new fun in life. Also today was jason birthday. Jitao everyone meet tgt after sch at e6 1st floor, dunno for what reason. So just pass him the present I prepared for him also. Today dance dance dance again, jitao have lecture in studio, wonder when then will everything be alright. Preview our danceworks final to juniors, get quite a few comments, think it will be ok tmr ba. After that go back to find SL peeps. Jason jitao come back to school again, just to play monopoly. Own him totally again. HAHAH. I'm so pro. Hang out with lina, finna, haslin, ivan, ethan, Shireen and more at reel room earlier on. Very fun. haha, we should do something like this more.. Slack time..

Finally, we shared something, really happy. Would you be mine? like seriously. I dont mind waiting. Come to me if you need me ok or if you feel emotional. :D

Tomorrow is danceworks, good luck to All of us participating in it.

Lina, Jason, Finna, Haslin, Ivan, Ethan, Ishreen, u guys are the bomb. ahhaha. .

Happy Birthday Jason.

The picture I like the most (On top.)


Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy Birthday to Jason, Happy birthday to you. Senghil Chuka mida. Wishes you more and more and etc.. etc... :D Shall wish u more on msn, if I can think of any. hahaha.

Basically today is a brand new day of start, was very fun. Doing 3D animation. Really like it. Got a feeling that it will be a fun semester. Fyp project is out too. I'm getting busier and busier. Sla fiesta is coming too. Kena scolded by zaini today. Saying we were not giving enough. Aargh, I just want a rest. Heard kickass is nice, regretted that I cannot go, wanted to hang out with Sit SL cliques too, but for danceworks, bo bian..

Today we did our zombie make up. HAHA, so funny, shall upload the pictures tmr. Haha, hope tmr 2D is fun.

I am so tired lately, I better take care of myself. Hip hip hurray to Potato. Oei~~~