Getting sick.

This shall be my last min blog before I sleep!

I can feel my throat problem is coming back again.
My left throat so painful right now!
Cannot even swallow saliva, pain!!!

I think I cannot workout, nowadays I workout, I can feel myself getting more tired. I tot ppl exercise to feel more refresh? Is my situation normal? Maybe I should stop a while!! Getting real sick.

Can sense fever coming and the throat. AARGH!! screw u throat. Heal already!!

Short post. hoho

I shall keep it simple and short today. Went out dinner with my parents, aunties and cousins. Went to some seafood stall at some wulu coffee shop, but surprisingly, the food turns out very nice. I am fat again. tsk!! Ystd too rush in doing push up. Now my arms and chest hurts, think i'm going to rest for today, which means more fats accumulated. Sigh!!

I also did my weekly logs, from week 3 till week 8. Omg, my brain juice use finish le. Tomorrow still have to wake up early at 8. Go east side eat famous prawn mee then go cut my hair. I really wish to keep a dog, but thinking about it, I have no time to take it out for walk and let it pee and poop, cause I have school. Sigh, but my desire tempts me so much.. :(

My miracle is 10 days old. :D See the video hor!!!

What is love?

Today, rain heavily. Super heavily. It was like really a sign of the world is coming to an end. 2012 people. Shi jia, still remb ur wish, saying what u want to do before 2012 end? LOl. BETTER DO IT!! cause I got a feeling that 2012 is really end of the world. So it is raining heavily, and i woke up at 8.15. Seeing it rain so heavily and my mom still sleeping, I think no one will bring me to school. I also did not want to get myself wet. So I went back to sleep thinking the rain will end soon. So the rain finally stopped, and it was 9.15. Then I think, if i now prepare and go school, I will be late. Then I look at my mom, she still sleeping. So I was like heck care, Just pon today class. && I really pon today class. LOL.

Sorry to my fyp teammates, cause I super lazy go down. Sorry to eric and werty, cause I nvr manage to help them in editing the audio for the korea trip video.
Ok, so feeling really bad that I did not went school today, I decided to finish my PD website today. But in the end, depressingly, I too engrossed in drama, that I totally neglected my PD. Screw me!!!

Nvm, So after dinner, I went to west mall with my parents. Went to SQL and bought Kimchi and crab biscuits. Kimchi, Yumm!! Make me remember Korea so much!! I miss Korea!! Ok, going on. My dad den show my mom and me this cute little dog, which resemble the photo at the top. The uncle that have this dog is selling it at 200 bucks. My dad is trying to tempt my mother, to allow us to keep it. But my mom!! Sigh... depressing, When den can I have a dog?? Its so cute.... AARGH!!

Talk alot with tyler on msn just now. Find myself knowing alot of things suddenly. Back to training on my chest, neglected my chest training for the past 2 months, cause I find no meaning. Go korea come back, eat so much meat there, become fat liao. Come back, my cousin treat buffet at hanabi somemore, become fatter, so really no motivation, until something struck me!! HAHA, darn motivated now. Shall train back till the way I was before. Thanks for the advice tyler. Woots.

So Remember what I said about what is love. I decided to reveal the word document I got before from someone. Some of U might have seen this, but its for those who havent. This is something I wanted to share:

"What is love?
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, and is your voice caught within your chest? it isn't love, it's like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right? -it isn't love, its lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off? -it isn't love, it's pride.

Do you want them because you know they're there? -it isn't love, it's loneliness.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? -it isn't love, it's low confidence.

Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them? -it isn't love, its pity.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? -it isn't love, it's infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? -it isn't love, it's friendship.

Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of? -it isn't love, it's a lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake? -it isn't love, it's charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad? -then it's love. Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong? -then it's love. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? -then it's love. Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? -then it's love. Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are? then it's love. Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? -then its love. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

Think about it for a second. "

So seriously, think about it. :D

A new layout.

As u guys can see, I change my blog layout today. && I think it looks good. haha.

Anyway, today late for school. Totally wake up at only 9+. Reach school at 10.30. I have the intention to pon class today, but in the end, today class turned out to be very fun.

Did not neglect my FYP to go cwp with quek they all. I stay through, but today we did not have much progress. Sigh. Heard 17 July is our deadline. Die la, Fyp deadline coming near, PD deadline long time ago liao, haven even submit yet. Can totally see how ben gay stare at me today. tsk!!

Anyone can refresh php with me? I totally forgotten almost all of them!!

Tomorrow will be a tiring day, hope I can wake up and not being late again, or I'm so going to pon school. Tomorrow need edit songs for the Korea Talk video. && FYP 2 is coming, and I havent really got a full team yet, thats depressing..

I know we kind of end it, but now it making me think. Should I talk to u? Am i selfish If I talk to u? cause I'm the one who let u down.. It will be bad where U are supposed to forget me now, and there I am talking to u again... hmmm. I wonder..

Everything is back to the time where I had nothing again. Haha, guess a pisces thing is coming back to me again. Hope this time I can stay strong thoughout, and not over-sensitive and rushing things again.

Miracle is 8 days old. :D

A new Life!

Finally its been one week, I can take it out already. Surprisingly I said before that litter with only one pups cannot really survive somehow because the mom might not have the milk for it to drink, as if only 1-2 pups in one litter, its hard for the mom to able to produce milk. But somehow, miracle-ly it survived, and its 7 days old now. I shall name him Qi Ji - Miracle. LOL! Its so cute!! Dont u think so??? I'm proud as this is a proof that I'm a good owner cause my pets had babies. :D




Today was a day off. Wednesday had always been a day off. My guinea pig cage started to smell again. Plus today was raining, keep raining, and the rain were seriously big, you can see the raindrop as big as a marble falling down from the sky.

So I had to wait until the rain stopped before I can change the cage. It stopped at 4.30, so I rushed immediately, changed till 5. && I am seriously late for FYP, cause I'm supposed to meet at 5.

So rush to bath and headed down to school after that.. First time I wear till so slack, First time I wore slippers to schoool, first time I kind of nvr wear anything with sleeve to school, overall: I wore until very slack today!!



Met them at 6.15-30. I'm very late... :(
Proceed on FYP.. Fyp Fyp..
Seriously FYP is stressing us out. Tsk!
& now, FYP 2 is out.. Omg.
Haven really find my teammates yet,
Asked Zuhrah only...
Die la..
I really want to do video,
Later late select, meaning we might not get the chance to do video.
I will seriously mental breakdown...

Tmr DAV, && I still have not go Sim Lim to buy the wire that we kind of "lost" last week. Wonder will they lend us equipment tomorrow? It will be so malu if they did not lend us... hahahah

What is love? I previously had gotten a word document title-ing what is love. I read the contents and I find it really good. The person really had good observation, or he/she might have really good understanding of love. I shall post up here nnext time, so in the meantime, think about it. What is love actually ?? Issit when U see someone, ur heart will jump very fast? Issit when love suddenly struck u when someone confessed to u?? Issit when U always think of the person out of a sudden?? I had my own principle of love also.. But I guess, mine are not really love afterall.. Its just a couple of mixed feelings gather together...
So If this time, I shall be strong as I really feel that there is not a need to rush to be in love or what.. haha :D

Oh man! Fyp Sucks..

This is what I do for today illustration. Vector and Rastor, it was cool, really interesting to play around with them. Totally fall in love more and more with media related stuffs.. :D


After school, supposed to have fyp, but in the end dont have liao. So Quek and I stayed in library till 7++. She was reading up her illustration stuffs, whereas I did my RJ, did some coding research and proceed on to GLEE! Finally I finished the 1st season, shall wait for 2nd season come out. The last episode was so touching, was touched when the glee club is going to close down. :(

Went home for dinner, miss home food.. Miss Spaghetti.. hahaha.

Anyway. haha, dont really know why am i talking about this! But I somehow seems to be attracted to people which has nice smell. I dont think looks matter to me first, nor personality. Just will always get seduced by the smell of people first.. I know, some of you will say that this kind of r/s wont last. which I believe also.. But yeah, I guess having good smell will always be my first priority. U know. That is why people invented deodorant and perfume/cologne, they had a reason for doing that.. So please everyone use some, then I can feel love everyday. LOL...

Aargh, My heart thinking quite positively, its no use hanging on.. no use..

Kbox rocks..

Celebrated my cousin birthday last sunday. Went to watch killers. It was really good. Sexual, Sensual and comedy, full of action too. It is a must watch.. After that, supposedly going to buy my cousin birthday present, but dunno why in the end, bought my another cousin birthday present which her birthday is like november.. Hanabi after that. We ordered sashimi(salmon) like there non-stop. They yaki niku(beef) was really nice too. Enjoyed cause got car, no need take transport everywhere.. It was great, my cousin pay for everything. :D Except the movie, but I shall not complain, the hanabi was very expensive...

The all so famous Potato salad, I'm going to learn how to make it! It sucks being a guy who didnt know how to cook.. I shall learn some recipes..

Today supposedly having FYP, but I shall work my share harder tmr. Fyp 2 is out, && I decided on one teammate le, trying to search for more. Very interested in video, who interested, please be my teammate.. :D

Today went to Kbox with quek, leonard, jy, elias and other accompanion. Its fun listening to them sing, I very shy uh. Even with my cousin and sister, I dont sing much. But they were really funny, they humour me all the way, with their all so attention on me.. hahahaha.
It was awesome. thanks.. && best of all, 8 bucks oni.. woots.

I myself thinking that I am pushing love too fast. I should just take it slow, and look at it step by step, instead of just rushing into it..
I no want it to be a bad relationship anymore, so this time, I shall be more observant myself and think it through before really going into any.. :D Its time to love myself, instead of abusing me. haha. What is love actually? I also dunno.

I'm so lazy..

OMG, i'm so lazy to blog..
This blog is starting to rot..

Anyway, FYP is really very stress.
aand now FYP 2 is coming out.
Had to find my fyp teammates soon.
Anyone? LOL..

Anyway. I changed my guinea pigs and gerbils beddings.
Like finally..
My gerbils gave birth!
To only one pup!
Which is sad, cause I went online to search,
they say normally litters with oni 1-2 pups will not survive.
I think my pup die liao, cnt find it anywhere...

Heading out to steamboat ltr,
Didm steamboat, first time...
But all the way to AMK. abit far sial..

Still waiting for quek now.
she editing the korea trip video now.
So long. tsk~~
Ghost whisperer shall be my 2nd partner for today. :D

Theres something on my mind now~
Just cant to get it out..
:(
Sigh.. what I want? tell me...

A new phone.

Yay! My new phone. HTC DESIRE

Waited for so long, finally a new phone. Wanted to get LGGW620, but u know, the mood for tt like already kena erased by that M1 incident. So I was hoping to get in between HTC desire or Motorola Milestone. After a deep struggle with myself and my mom and my aunty, I got the HTC desire. Until now very perfect, too good to be true. It is a really darn awesome phone. Love it!!

I seriously had to change my guinea pigs and gerbils soon, I like torturing them and myself. My room now smell like opium cause of them! tsk!! Tmr or tuesday I shall change!

Speaking of tmr, School is starting tmr. Sian, dont feel like studying. My PD haven submit, Fyp so stress. 2D assignment have not even finish, but had to upload le. Sigh! Feel so pathetic for myself. FML.

Tomorrow get to see U, cant wait. I've been waiting like for so long!! I shall tok tok tok to U. wooo :) <3

Who want help me change my guinea pigs and gerbils cage! 20 bucks 20 bucks!! LOL.

Tomorrow going to have muffin for breakfast! Eric hyung went to bake! Woots, but its chocolate, but i shall not complain. Who doent want a free muffin, and its bake from a hyung! HAHHAA.

Today wesley, quek and I totally struggling with 2D assignment, darn 2D assignment, screw U. hoho...

I very tired le la, tmr still got sch. sian.
Should I get data bundle? for my phone. 9 bucks for 12 GB!!
Wondering..

Throat is a pain!

First time taken with a polaroid camera! So steady! So nice uh!!.
Wish of getting one now, and take pictures of all my favourite friends and family. :D

Haha, yesterday went to Marina Barrage with DIDM peeps. First time hang out with them. It was fun, awesome and really enjoyable, they are so funny! hahaha.

Happy birthday Quek!! I shall matchmake u one BF ok :D soon soon..
Happy Birthday to Alex too.
Their present were good sial. Quek got a polaroid, white one. I shall upload the picture soon, it should be up in facebook soon. Alex got a watch. hahaha.
I also bought quek a photo clipper, 2 Hongki Pictures and also 2 small ear stud, in the end i took one from her. hehehe.
Hope u guys enjoy ur time ystd, so many ppl celebrate for u guys, got present! GOOD sial!! :( , my 20th birthday shall be grander a bit, at least 8 of my friends. hahaha, 21 should be grandest, 100 ++ friends * incuding I have so many.. tsk!! After 21, dont celebrate le, cause old liao..

My throat got infection known as Tonsils infection, it is swollen deep inside, very painful. Hard to swallow saliva, hard to eat, hard to breathe. Very painful when i do all this, cant even drink water! I think i will die in sleep one day, died of no oxygen. Now, headache, forehead a bit hot and I think I will have fever and get sick soon. Gonna see a doctor tmr. Hope everything will be ok! I do not want to tio any cancer or become a mute and cannot speak forever.

Now FYP with wanling and shi jia, I feel a bit sick now, moodless!! Tmr still got 2D assignment with Quek and Jinglie, still got my PD and 3D assignment! I am going to be a very busy and chaotic man. :(

I wish to get a new phone soon! My mom say the M1 person say that LG eve they might not be able to get for me, so I must have preparation to get other phone! So HTC desire or Motorola Milestone is a better choice? Need some opinion, Cannot decide such big decision myself!!

Lately so busy with work and keep coming to school. I miss alot of people :( No time to meet them..

&& Maybe this time, I can really know its for sure. U make me feel for u. So I shall move on. Please be more confidence ok! Cant wait to meet u soon :D

Aargh, lazy to blog!!

Favourite pics of all, took by eric. Darn nice!!

Lazy to blog about Korea! Just simply too many nice things about it! Definetly a place you would want to visit one day! Tour Guide Jimmy simple awesome too, make out trip really enjoyable.

Lately my Handphone lost, when I had new phone, I shall get you guys contact again okay :)

My guinea pig also died, the brown one. Grief for one day, very sad, but I have to move on, as there are 2 more waiting for me to love them as well.

Haha, In the end, we didnt work out. I think I place too much trust on you, thats why things turn out this way. Dunno next time, should i trust tt person or be very cautious with everything tt person is doing!

Now everytime I see ur name, my heart will aches. :(

But I will move on.

I move on faster den anyone..

HOHO. :D

Say hello to my new love. Tsk!

I'm so bad. :(

Anyway watched nightmare on elm street,

Very nice. It was good.

Enjoyed myself with quek, eric, junyong, wesley and jinglie today.

But PD, FYP & 2D assignment is totally stressing me out :(

SSomeone save me!!

What to say?!

Ok, maybe i'm nt blogging afterall..
Hi people, I'm online from korea right now..
&& I spend 250 Sing $$ in 2 hours,
How good I am?!?!

Sorry to you,
its really feels hard when i trusted u so much, and yet soemthing like tt happen.
Its the first time i trust someone so much and not thinking too much or sensitive..
I think it is good, but it really proves me wrong...

Saw Those wired trees, where lover write their love wishes on the lock, and lock it on the tree itself. It was romantic, first thing I thought was to bring u here with me, and lets do tt. But now, I never know will tt day come..